In 2020 during Covid sober for twenty plus years a relapse and escalating health problems obliterated my brain and body. Broken bones, mystery virus's, joint replacement, bones reattached, fractured teeth, multiple hospitalizations, mental health in disarray and then in 2022 a return to health through deep cleansing and the hard work of healing of my body. Cleaned my gut and liver, destroyed viruses and bacteria, regulated my brain and central nervous system back to my 18 year old self through trial and error using holistic protocols and some common sense. I built this for people like me trying to get out of the dark: anxious, afraid, dysregulated, sick, stuck in permanent freeze and, yes, even suicidal. No nonsense—this is what pulled me out of hell. 2022 saw the highest rate of suicide since 1941 exceeded only by suicide deaths in 2023 and 4-1 male to female ratio. If you are struggling, you are not alone. Even if you’re just drifting, confused or plagued by mental exhaustion you can have a fresh start to regulate you central nervous system and find homeostasis again.